and we frolicked about

Title: Out there amongst the waves and inside your lover's head
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Words: 1117. Un-beta'd.
Disclaimer: If I owned it I'd never share it. I'm greedy that way.
Summary: During those moments he does anything he can to force it back down, clawing and burning all the way. [...] Dean can still remember the music that was playing.
A/N: I don't really know where this came from. It was about 11pm and I needed to get some writing done for mini_nanowrimo. Less than an hour later I got this. I tried to write something Sam/Dean-centred last night since I've been focusing on the Sam/Ruby I've been wanting to finish and TRYING to write some damn Jared/Jensen but nothing was happening on any front. Then I started listening to Kane- Crazy in Love and that WAS the fic. That's what's playing in the fic, in my head.

It's schmoop in the middle of angst and unbeta'd because I'm impatient. I like it.

( Out there amongst the waves and inside your lover's head )

01) Dear SPN fandom (or any fandom, really):

If your GEN fic has a pairing significant enough to appear in your header? It's NO LONGER GEN.

Love n' hugs, Mari

02) So LJ's gone a little batshit again and now Ponderosa121 has been suspended. Hi, lame. If anything ever happens or if I finally shoot the shit out of this place like a rabid postal worker you can find me at:

Insane Journal || Journal Fen || Greatest Journal
Tumblr || Last.fm

Basically- just about ANYWHERE you can create a journal or profile for yourself I am Marishna. It's unlikely I'll ever be anything else. Feel free to friend away and I'll more than likely friend you back since there's really nothing overly personal on those sites yet. Go. Shoo! Friend!

03) I want to do those gift and love meme things but signing up for other people's means I have to reciprocate and I honestly don't know if I'll ever get around to it. I know I suck at those memes and although I really WANT to do them I don't know if I WOULD and that isn't fair. How about I just say that I love you all and love is my gift. Not death, though. Not today. Sorry. Come back tomorrow for that one.

04) "Wake Up Call" by Maroon 5 is what I believe to be Sandy's song when she finds out Jared's cheating on her and I want to write that fic SO BADLY. In fact, I want to write a series of fics, of sorts, based on that whole CD. The next spn_fanmix challenge, perhaps? Go join.

05) I would, however, like to do that WIP snippet meme. Basically- you post a snippet from your WIPs. Sound simple? Yeah. Only I have something close to 40+ fics in varying stages of serious work right now. I start them and then leave them to kind of... mature. Ferment, if you will. And then I go back and write more or sometimes! SOMETIMES! I even finish them!

Anyway.

( Jared/Jensen, titled 'Jared's married'. Because I'm creative like that )

( Sam/Chris 1. Actually, this fic is finished. But I've been working on the other parts to this and wanting to get a start on those before I posted the first part. It was written for Gwen because she asked for it in a meme or something and it kind of took on a life of its own )

( Sam/Chris 2. I've been hoping to get parts 2 and 3 knocked out all this time )

( Jared/Jensen // Slashfest fic 2, for Wendy that hasn't quite gotten finished yet. I WILL, THOUGH! )

( Sam/Dean // what if the apocalypse came before Dean could get to Sam in the pilot? - this fic is something that I've been working on for months now and I love it like a loving thing. It's got a couple parts to it, maybe three, I think. And I've been writing in all of them which is why it's not finished in any way at all. But I LOVE this fic. Is it right to love your own fic so much? )

( Jared/Jensen // This one is titled 'Jared's a virgin' in my google docs )

( Jared/Jensen // basically- Jared buys a house in Vancouver. Blame Wendy, it's all her fault'. )

( Dean/Jessica // titled 'WIaWSNB fic Dean/Jessica' in Google Docs )

( Jared/Jensen // titled 'Jared and Jensen meet in a bar' (I know, how creative am I?) I love this fic too. I have the whole thing plotted out in my plot bunnies doc on Google. Said plotbunnies doc? 48 items long and doesn't include everything I have started within the Docs thing )

( Girl!Sam 2 // sequel/second part to the first girl!Sam fic I did a while back )

( Gen? // Five Times Dean was naked in the Impala- started this a looooooooong time ago when I did the five things meme last fall. Yeah. I rescued it from languishing as a doc on my computer and now it's languishing as a doc on Google )

( Jared/Jensen // Titled 'Virginia's plotbunny' because seedyapartment threw a plotbunny out there back in like... February? Yeah. :| :| Sorry. )

( Sam/Dean? // 'Sam's in the army, Dean's captured'. I LOVE this fic, too. I started it earlier this year and I have this one planned out pretty well, too.  )

I have to stop there. There's just too many. Jared and Jensen get stoned, more of the office!verse I started earlier this year, gap fillers, a wing!fic... yeah. I have TOTAL ADD when it comes to writing. I'm amazed I get anything done at all. To be fair, though, BigBang took up A LOT of my attention for the first 6 months of the year. It's pretty much the only thing I did for a while there.

TGIF!

Title: Maps
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Words: 2387, unbeta'd
Prompt: Ink
Disclaimer: *insert witty line about not owning any of it, plz to not be suing here*
Summary: He'd changed so much that when he walked in on Sam dressing in one of the dozens of anonymous motel rooms and caught sight of a tattoo on his back, just below his left shoulder blade, Dean stopped and stared for a moment.
Author's Notes: This was written for salt_burn_porn, from the prompt made by moosesal. I cheated just a little because I've had the first four or so paragraphs kicking around for months now but this just seemed to come together, and it sorts fits in with wendy wanting drunken tattoo fic, although there's no licking. :(

I prompt cathybites with costume shop.

( Maps )

If you have a few extra seconds why not go vote in the het vs Jared/Chad poll going on right here? Also, voting is still going on at spn_heraea until June 24th so you can still read the fics and cast your scores! My fic for that is here. Sign ups for pushingenvelope are here and the link to the prompts list is within the post.

*dusts off hands* I think my work here is done.

Title: Like you never have known
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Wordcount: 1089, unbeta'd.
Disclaimer: If I owned it I'd never share it. I'm greedy like that.
Summary: He doesn't want to- can't- keep his hands to himself anymore, though.
A/N: I wrote this last night while I was waiting for the torrent to pop up. I wrote something after last week's episode, as well, but never posted it and I'm not sure I will now. But I like of like how this came out so I'm putting it out there, as jumbled as it is. Spoilers for 2.22.

( Like you never have known )