and we frolicked about

Started back at physio for a recommended course over the next six weeks. We'll see how it goes. I meet with my lawyer on Monday to decide my course of action. Part of me hopes we settle because I could use the money right now but on the other hand this is my long-term health so I can't be rash. Although it's almost been a year and a half so who knows?

Real life is stressful right now. Work is busier than I know what to do with. I don't feel... stressed but I am. If that makes ANY sense. My eye has started twitching and I've been seeing bugs out of the corner of my eye for a while now. I can't afford to go to therapy right now, either. And student loan (wrote stupid loan at first, hello not-so-sub-subconscious!) is deciding my monetary fate right now. I don't know what I'm going to do if they decide I should be able to pay them, say, $200 a month, when over half my income is from commission and they'll be basing the payment amount on ONE month of my reported income. Fuckers. I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it, which should be in the next few days. Settling with on my accident won't make a dent in my student loan so it won't help that way. But it could help my credit card out, depending on how much I could get. I don't know. UGH.

Other things are stressful, too, but I've got too much else on my plate to deal with it right now. And I don't want to. So I won't. *sticks out tongue at other things*

Being a grown up sometimes blows monkey chunks. But for the most part I'm just taking things one day at a time and looking forward to the small things. New The Vampire Diaries tomrrow, then the weekend. Harry Potter in less than a month and that's when I'm taking a day off, too. Then our Christmas party and by then things at work should hopefully have died down a bit, although then we'll be stressing about Christmas features, so maybe I shouldn't count my chickens yet, right?

One day at a time.

In other news, I had words last night in the form of a ficlet for a comment meme at vd_rpf (the only big irk I have with this fandom is that people don't abbreviate to the full title THE Vampire Diaries, so just Vampire Diaries is VD and no one wants that. Well, I don't.)

Title: Breaking the Fourth Wall
Pairing: Nina Dobrev/Steven R. McQueen
Rating: PG-13
Words: 445, unbeta'd
Disclaimer: *does not know, means no harm, plz to not be suing*
Summary:"This is so wrong," Steven gasped as Nina pushed him down the hallway.
A/N: Written in response to this comment by lavendergaia. What I would give to be able to write something, anything, more often than once every six months. Positive thoughts and crossed fingers!

( Breaking the Fourth Wall )

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