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Jim Parson's hair in tonight's episode of The Big Bang Theory looks like a helmet or something. It looks darker and longer than it should.

This week felt weird. Short weeks always do, but moreso when you have a Friday off. I find Mondays off make the week feel longer. But with Fridays you have hump day and then it's the end of the week! Like, whoops, fell off the end of the week!

So I'm chilling for the night, then mom and I are getting up early to go for breakfast and get some of this hole-in-the-wall's thing called "flapper pie". Apparently it's amazing but you can only get it on Fridays and only EARLY on Fridays.

We already had our department Christmas party last night. We're in an expense freeze at work so we used some gift cards that haven't been selling well to a restaurant and exchanged gifts. It was fun. EARLY and weird to be celebrating a CHRISTMAS party but what are you going to do? Christmas is well on its way. Our company Christmas party is NEXT weekend, and that will be even weirder.

It's all downhill from here, y'all. Speaking of Christmas I'm doing an Advent Calendar instead of cards this year and I'm posting this early to try and get a jump on things. So please, check it out and pick a day!

309 - Homecoming )

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309 - Homecoming )
summer_skin: (Celeb- (candid) Katie & Jeremy Renner!)
My therpist wants to see if my doc would recommend I get referred to a psychiatrist to check out my meds and the chemical stuff that I have going on right now. I think he's concerned that, despit me being on my meds for over a month now, that I'm not necessarily feeling BETTER. I mean, I feel more even, for sure, but I don't feel BETTER. Right now I'm at a place where I am still feeling some panic and sadness but I can't properly emote that. I can't cry. I don't know what's worse--crying three times a day over nothing and while driving or feeling sad and wanting to cry but not being able to. I'm very flat at the moment. It feels like my panic and sadness are muffled and I can't properly express them, even to describe the feelings, which is something I'm usually very good at, to explain to someone what's going on with me.

I also have no drive to do anything. I WANT to get better but I feel no desire, drive, ability or need to do it. It's not the worst way to feel but it's definitely not a good way to be functioning at the moment. I want to FEEL again, even the bad things. Because the bad things make the awesome things that much better.

The hives have been coming and going so I haven't been back to the doctor. I didn't see a point since the most he could do would put me on steroids again and once they were gone the hives would be back, so. They're not as bad as they were at first but they're still annoying and itchy as hell. I'll just scratch and get by.

Southland )

I also started watching Big Bang Theory season 2, talk about Raising Hope & Harper's Island )

Talk about movies and awards season )

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